yeah.. oevr ten years gone and I still get that bad feeling in the stomach when I see your pics. Are you pregnant with that pretty boy in the first google pic? Is it a girl or a boy? I saw your adventures in the river... you haven´t changed a bit. That was what I liked about you, my partner in crime and adventures. I have a baby boy, he is absolutely gorgeous. But I am not happy. Perhaps if I had found someone like you, or someone who made me happy like you did. At least someone with who I could identify... even love. Connie, Connie... felt like a stalker trying to get info about you trhough the net. Would have even stared at an email I would have never sent if I found your address. My stomach ill, butterflies running up to my mouth. I am still so sad to have lost you.